whilst ruminating today i thought
“any decent men out there?”
cos i can probably only count 2-3 men in my life that have never let me down.
and that includes friends and family.
and that last one whom i thought i could rely on is simply inducing my catastrophic nature due to his insecurities which are my insecurities. But when i had to be there for him i was but now he is going. He is only full of vacant feeble ‘promises’ and text messages.
ps today i sat in a consultation where the psychiatrist gave somebody the borderline personality disorder diagnosis – interesting
plus i saw a young lady with bipolar who was just so miserable and also knows how to play the banjo! cool ha?